To be someone better.

I'm going to stop talking about my friends behind their backs. 

I'm going to stop spreading rumours about people. 

I'm going to stop being a bitch. 

I'm going to love those who hate me. 

I'm going to stop judging people.

I'm going to stop insulting people. 

I'm going to stop being a jerk to anyone or everyone. 

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Lastly, I have to forget about you. 

I hate who i am right now. I hate being a teenager, its just too stressful for me. But, what can i do about it ? Hell, Life is not easy. I feel so lost in my own world. I feel that i don't belong with you guys anymore. I think its time to make a big change for myself. I definitely dislike how i feel right now. The feeling is just not right. I don't know what i want in life ? Its time for me to find out. I'm sorry if i ever hurt anyone of you. I hope you will see a change in me & i hope i will see a change in myself. 

Sad , Disappointed , Angry , Hopeless 

I need to get rid all of that and start new. 

I have to 

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I want to

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I need to